Today would have been your birthday and I would give every single thing I have for you to be here to celebrate it with. I honestly didn’t know it was even possible to miss somebody this much. It’s been almost two months since I missed your funeral and I still can’t grasp the fact that you’re not here anymore, I still expect you to call me at 2am during your lunch, and FaceTime me during all your adventures I wished so badly I could’ve been there for. You said that just knowing that I was missing you gave you strength to carry on, know that I never stopped missing you and never will. I wish you knew how much more I’d miss you with you gone maybe it would’ve given you just enough strength to carry on.
I can’t help but think about all the times you said you wanted to stay forever young, I guess in a way you will now.
언제나 당신을 사랑할께요 은지.
네가 마침내 평화를 찾았으면 좋겠다.